Saturday, December 03, 2005

aiya...i m so sad...as in like...i m happy for me...but ya ya...u noe guy and the macho facade thing...but when i see my frens...i feel like crying...for me...i hav grown to be a person who wont lose a frenship over time...i probably will not see the last of my frens...so being apart isnt realli the reason for it all...for den today....my passion was so ignited during cell...its just felt God telling me...if u can let go of all the things dragging u down...if u can beat the tirdness....remove the sin...and cus of tht grow spiritually....u can do great things...i guess i wanna do tht...but when i look around...i see my frens not saved...i m like...at least they have hope...but when i see ppl who think their saved...think their alright with God but r actually not...sometimes i just feel like crying for them...how can ppl who dun meet and commune with God be alright with him....

i mean like when u commune...u interact...amen? so when u draw near to Him, He will draw near to u...u guys all noe tht when u read the Word...when u pray...God speaks to u...sometimes...revelation...from ur cell leader, ur pastor, ur quiet time....if u dun live in revelation...how can u noe the things of God, if u dun noe the things of God, how to serve his purpose....amen? some argue...yes...i do read the Word...but so wad...even if u memorise it cover to cover including the copyright but u dun understand, wads the use...ppl can also argue...saying...i m not so strong...so dun get stuff from God...so all the more must come to the house of God to listen to Word...i mean like....sermons r great...love them...but 1st hand revelation is the best...only with guidance of spiritual leaders can u move up to next level...amen?

i honestly dont know how chrisitans can live their lives...without revelation...without the Holy Spirit...i mean i was like tht for a week...and it was horrible...we r in the world...but we dun need to be a part of it...i just hope tht we can all have this spiritual hunger for the Word, for God, for the Word tells us blessed r those who hunger and thirst, for they shall be filled, Amen? let ur put the things of God first in our lives...not to just tell ppl...but to express it...for faith without works is dead....make an effort, not an excuse....live for him....trust me....ur life is never gonna be the same!

|cowpoo| 11:24 PM|

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